WHAT? Tomorrow's not Friday?
This week feels like it has gone on FOREVER.
I am thoroughly drained of energy and really want it to be the weekend already, except for the fact that I will be in San Diego for work the next three days.
Yes, I said 3….Thurs, Friday, Saturday…yes, I have to work on Saturday.
Sometimes I start thinking about what I REALLY want to do with my life. Do I really need to be in the corporate world arguing with people about stupid little things that really have no impact on the rest of society. Is that stress really worth it?
I wish that I were solely in control of my own efficiency and that I did not have to wait for others so that I can get my ish done .
I always think of the quote from Bethtina’s Gchat status:
Focusing your life solely on making a buck shows a poverty of ambition. It asks too little of yourself. And it will leave you unfulfilled.
Barack Obama
It is quite the true statement, and as the days go by, I feel it. I keep telling myself that I am working so that I can eventually pay to further my education and pay off loans from undergrad.
I’ve been starting to think what I should eventually pursue:
Teaching?
Graphic/web design?
Community & nonprofit work?
It would be great if I could combine it all. Maybe I will be able to someday.
It’s been awhile since I’ve written anything debbie-downer-ish … but this entry is needed.
Too tired to type anymore.
Good night.
On a happy note, my brother is so cute. I was away from my computer at work, and came back and saw that he had messaged me and it said:
Phillip Ting: I love college.
hahah, soooo awesome. I’m glad he’s having a good time, but then again, classes haven’t started yet Phil.


Viv on September 24th, 2009
Thanks for writing and sharing, Cynthia. I think Debbie Downer days are necessary and in the long run a good thing because they can make us reevaluate where we’re headed.
Good luck at work; I hope you get some time to rest and relax on Sunday after you get back from work!